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What's New?
Here I might add an entry whenever I make an update
to my web site. Where appropriate, I'll include a link to the change. For example:
11/27/03 - Started site. Thanksgiving
sucks it is the worse holiday ever!!!!!
12/3/03- Just adding some pics and publishing my site.
12/9/03- Just editing somethings.
1/10/04- Editing.
4/12/04- Editing some more,changing somethings, and
adding more pictures as my good friend John told me to. LOVE JOHN!!!!!!!!
4/17/04- Adding even more stuff.
4/19/04- Adding and editing.
5/14/04- John was crying about me not updating so I
am. Though it'll probably just be a little because I do have only 2 weeks of school left so I do have ALOT of work to
do.But I'll see what I can do. I'll be adding a page or two soon so just bare with me and PLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!I
added a page with my work schedule called work.
5/16/04- Well it's 12:27 Sunday morning and I have nothing
else to do so I decided to work on my site. In cases you're wondering why I'm up at this time it's because Chris is at prom
and couldn't find his house key so I have to stay up to let him in which'll probably be about 2-3 in the morning so I have
to keep myself busy . Today is also the 2 year anniversary of the last time
I got my hair cut hopefully I won't get it cut
for a very long time.Well now it is 12:35 A.M. and I'm gonna go work on the rest of the site.It' now 11:00A.M. and my mom
just woke me up. Chris got home at 2:30.I'm gonna go work on some other things now.
5/17/04- Yay working on my site in chemistry! Just needed
to edit a bit. Love your new car John!!! When do I get to take a ride in it? Sign my guest book!!! Buh-bye.
5/20/04-Yep 1:11A.M. is the best time to work on your
site.Just finished my research project from hell all redone in one night it's a freakin miricle! Where has everyone been I've
barly seen anyone online and I havn't seen John on at all
:(( Well I'm gonna try to get some sleep so I
can survive the last 6 days of school. Nighty-night. Yay 10:22 A.M. chemistry class My teacher said the presentation was very
goo and I was dress very nicely so
i probably got a pretty ok grade even though it
was all just thrown together quickly and a total piece of crap. Well I'm going to watch the end of X-Men then watch twister
isn't chemistry fun!
5/21/04- Man Twister is soooooooo boring!!! We were
supose to have a party today but nobody brought any food so we're just watching more of Twister and siting around. Still nobody
has been online and nobody is signing my guestbook. I really hope my mom will let me go to life night tonight.It's not like
she can use her usual exscuse of "You have homework to do" to keep me home.Finally no more homework but there are still 5
more days left :(. Well I'm gonna go now. Buh-bye!
5/24/04- :( LIFE SUCKS!!! My mother will never let me
leave this hell hole but David and Chris can do whatever they damn well please. Aparently in my mother's head it is possible
to make the 102 I need to pass my 2nd semester of AlgII so I must learn an entire year of alg, a year of geometry, and
the entire alg II year all in one night. And I can no longer go to Stubenville because I can't pass a class that is not even
required to graduate. So in her mind she thinks she can't pass I'll just take the one thing that means absolutly everything
in the entire world away from her the only thing she has to live for. But nobody even comes to this stupid site so I'm gonna
go pray for a miricle that some how my teacher messes up and accedently puts in a 102 for my final grade. :(
5/25/04-:( Thanks for the email John but life still
sucks there's no way I passed this semester especilly since I kept falling asleep during the final. At least there are only
2 more days left of school. To pass I have to make about a 14 on my band final, a 64 on my chemistry final, a 67 on my world
history final, and I don't know about english but I probably need about a 70-80 hopefully lower. Well I better get to
sleep even though I'll just go to band first thing in the morning and go straight to sleep.Nighty-Night.
5/26/04 YAY!!! Only one more day of school! But I have
history and english tom. so it's not that great. The good news is that I passed my Alg II final w/ a 71 the bad news
is that miricle I prayed for didn't happen so I failled the semester. In band we had to watch a video and write down our view
of what was happening and how the music related for each scene then I watched most of You Got Served. I fell asleep MANY MANY
times in chemistry I was WAY pass exaustion so I don't think I did good hopefully at least a 64 so I pass. Hopefully I can
stay awake tom. so I don't fail I have to do VERY well on the last 2 finals. Well I'm gonna go walk my dog now! Buh-Bye!
5/27/04- FREEDOM!!! Yay school is finally over though
it doesn't feel like it. It feels like I still have to get up tom. and go sufferr through school. However I do have to get
up and go to graduation. I'm happy for Chris cause he's finally done with high school but I don't want him to leave we've
never spent like more than a week apart and I'll be the only one home with my mother. I passed chemistry w/ a 64 on the exam
70 for the semester. I didn't fall asleep today though I came close. The last 2 seemed pretty easy but a lot of VZ's test
have seemed easy and I've failed them. Well I'm horribly exausted so I'm gonna go to sleep and just relax so I'll be refreshed
and ready for the hectic day to come cleaning and bakeing and getting everything ready yay how fun! Well Nighty-Night! :):):):):):):)
May God watch over ya'll especially those I'll never see again!!!:) And to John thanks for the support during finals time
I usually have to deal with all the stress on my own. LOVE JOHN!!!:):):):)
6/5/04-Yay right at midnight! I just had to make a last
minute change to my work schedule I'll be working next week Bobby's got today. Well graduation was ok only took 1hr 30min
not bad. Been cleaning my room all week and am very exausted and my back is absolutely killing me. Still got a third of my
room to clean then I have to finish organizing everything and put it all away. The part I got clean is now littered with clothes
and things from the other parts but I should be able to finish in another week to week and 1/2 (if my back doesn't completely
give out :( !!! )Well I'm gonna go to bed now "Merry Non-Christmas to all and to all good night!!!" Nighty-Night John
I'll see you tom.!
6/9/04- Wow midnight again that is so cool! Calm down
John I'll get to your im in a sec I'm updating right now Fine I'll answer you sheesh! Ok now let see it is Wed....hmmmmm I
really want to go to Ms. Kim's house on Sat and I REALLY want to go on the rafting trip so John can "accedently" fall in.
;) don't worry John if I go I'll "accedently" fall in alot too!!! I want to go SOOOO bad! Hmmm....what else...Marek
needs to get back before next Fri like maybe Tom. It was fun sitting alone in the dark at the gym though got to watch tv in
peace and I got to talk to John on the phone while he was at work which I don't think he was supose to be doing that but he
said it made his day better and I know it DEFENATLY improved my day. JOHN BELIVE ME YOU HAVE A MAGNIFICENT VOICE GOD TRULY
BLEST YOU!!!!ok? no more arguing that point or else....we'll strap you down and make you listen to yourself sing....wait that
wouldn't be torture that would be very plesant...oh well....we'll come up with something! We will. Don't doubt us. Don't even
think of doubting us! Well John's getting tired so I guess I'll wrap this up... stop bragging bout how cold your room is :(
it's not nice DAMN it is hot in here!!! Aww now John's off line...I'm all alone again...:((...oh well I'm exausted any ways
Nighty-Night all! Pleasant Dreams some (especially John) and... hmmm...don't let the bed bugs bite? Buh-bye!...I'm practically
asleep yet I don't want to go to sleep...I want to go swiming...yes I know that is completely random...especially at 12:35
A.M. but if you know me then you should know by now that I'm completely random...ONLY 17 MORE DAYS TIL STEUBENVILLE!!!!YAY!!!!Can't
wait!Can't wait!Can't wait! Well I really should go to sleep now.May God watch over ya'll and always be there for ya!Nighty-Night
(again):)
6/10/04- Yay 1A.M. even better than midnight!!! Well
I was just editing a bit and I added another page CALENDAR it has my schedule on it if anyone wants to know when I'm free.Well
I'm gonna get to bed now. Merry Non-Christmas to all and to all a good night! Nighty-Night John! Pleasant Dreams sept for
those whom I dilike that have some how found this site if any but I suppose you may have good, not pleasant, but good
dreams. Your lucky I'm in a good mood. ONLY16 MORE DAYS TIL STEUBENVILLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Buh-Bye!
6/13/04-12:15AM Well I worked yesterday and John dropped
by for about the last hour which made the day MUCH better and we arranged a party at the Spera's lovely home today after 11:30
mass (which means some changes on the calendar page). Unfortunatly only 3 days til the credit by exam test but only 13 more
days til Steubenville I wish it were 0 more days:((. I have added a new page Random Things which is basically random stuff
from other sites I was just majorly bored.Uhhhhh...I think that's about it...well John see you in about 10 hours but until
then Nighty-Night and Pleasant Dreams! Night to everyone else sleep well.Buh-Bye.
6/14/04-1PM Well mass was ok though My mother picked
the small pew in the front of the church and tried to pack herself my grandparents my 2 bros and myself the first 3 of coursee
taking up all the room leaving us 3 kids comletely squished but the was free food afterwards but I just ate 3 pieces
of cheese(which was out of the frige WAY too long and tasted nasty) and a piece of cake.Then I went to the party which
was LOTS of fun!!!! Swimming, eating, playing games, and talking. Plus there was some nudity involved including a bit of nude
swimming :).Plus lots of big hugs for lots of wonderful people especially John whom I hope isn't in too much pain from all
of them hugs especially the restaining ones to prevent him fom leaving but he came back :). I even got to scare David from
the core team by answering John's cell phone! funfunfun! I skipped the JCDA meeting and KC dinner to stay at the party though
I did try to go, just my friend who was heading to the church anyways refused to drop me off there. But that's ok ;) Ms.Kim
was wonderful enough to calm my mom down and convence her to come and get me instead of making me walk home which by my mom's
standards "Isn't that far" even though it takes over 15 mins to drive with my mom speeding.Got home took a nice long hot shower
checked my email and that's about all I did online then I went to bed at 11. Yes I know that's early especially for me but
that's what so much fun'll do to you.Well today was pretty much my last free day I'll be busy most of the rest of the month.Unfortunatly
the CBE is tom morning but Steubenville is only 11 days away!!!!!! And VBS is going to be lots of fun so will the setting
up this week. So after this stupid exam I should be able to pretty much lay back and relax. My mom is making me take it from
10-1 so they won't snatch it away from me at 2 but they'll just snatch it away at 1 so I don't see why she wants me to take
it so early she knows damn well that I am DEFENATLY NOT a morning person she says by 10 I should be well rested and awake.
I don't wake up til 2 in the afternoon! How does she expect me to get up at 7 and study for 2&1/2 hours then go and take
a 3 hour test?!?!?!? I can't even stay awake now at 4:30. (I know this post goes from1-4:30 but I wasn't typing this
whole time I was watching Inspecter Gadget 2 and forgot I was writing a post) Well anyways after tom it'll be all over then
I can relax and hang out with my friends though I don't think I'll be seeing John much:( less he stops by at something I'm
doing such as Happy Hour this Wed (yes I know I told you I don't like it but it's for Steubenville so I'll be there) other
than that there's the Steubenville meeting on the 22nd at 7 if he wanted to go out of his way to be bothered by me and my
mom's going out of town Thurs-Sat(maybe a diff day) so maybe I could stay at Kim's so she wouldn't have to come all the
way out here to get me and she might be able to take me to Night Life. Hmmmm...This is a long post...I didn't work on my room
so maybe if I'm still free Sat I'll do it then. I Really want to go on the River Trip but my mom still won't give me a straight
answer but she did finally give me the dates she'll be gone 7/17-7/23. So hopefully I can go.but she's evil so she'll probly
say no. Marek needs to get back already!!!!!!! A while back he was complaining that he's still isn't sure if I like him now
since I HATED himfor so long (bout 5&1/2 years) (I know hate sounds horrible especially capitalized but if you
talk to him you'll see how bad it was but I love him now God was wonderful enough to change my heart from hating Marek and
Kim to loving them) and Ms. Kim told me to go give him a really big hug but I didn't but as soon as he gets back I'll give
him a HUGE hug and tell he's never allowed to abandon us again!(John knows how strong those hugs are :p) Though Scott didn't
do too bad pretty much just the Steubenville meeting was the only bad thing but he insists that it's Marek's fault because
he sceduled it for when he knew Scott'd be in Arizona.Scott's mommy is a very nice lady! So is Marek's and Anna's and Autumn's
and Shane's and Reeve's(I wish Reeve'd come back :( ) hmmmm...I think that's all the mommies I know for now I'll have to meet
Katy's, John's,Fr. Bart's,Kim's...and lots of other mommies! This post is becomeing completely random...speaking of random
I WANT A CHICK!!!!...Sorry just another random thing.And for those of you out there that think discustingly Chick=Baby Chicken!
Well I guess this post is long enough so I'll be going now. Hope to see everyone soon!!! :) Buh-Bye *hugs for all* I guess
I must of written myself in to a good mood!
6/15/04-11:30 PM Well today was HORRIBLE!!!!! The CBE
was hard but... alright, I think I passed it... I hope I did. Then I asked my mom if I could stay at Ms. Kim's while she was
at A&M but she said no and that I have to finish cleaning my room then clean the entire rest of the house which is literally
impossible they are going to have to just blow the house up with all the crap in it and just build a new house on top of it
cause there ain't no way to get all that trash out. But now I can start to relax and have fun doing churchy things which are
some of the most fun things!(not be sarcastic I really do love them) Well I'm exausted so I'm gonna go to bed now.Nighty-Night!
And always remember to keep God in your heart no matter what.
6/20/04-10:10 HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! Actually I hate father's
day it just reminds me of how I had to grow up without one. Well VBS setup was lots of fun but not many people showed up so
we were way behind but some people were planning to go in on the weekend to finish up I would of but my mother just loves
to ruin my life. Well I just got on to update my calender with some new events and to let ya'll know I'm still alive.ONLY
5 DAYS TO STEUBENVILLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!!! Hmmm....guess that's it for now see ya'll later.
Buh-Bye.
6-23-04-10:26PM Just a quick post before bed because
I am EXAUSTED!!!!!!!!!! VBS is wonderful fun but tireing but John visits and we are doing it for God and Jesus so screw how
I feel! besides total exaustion pretty much only bad thing is my right knee is absolutly KILLING me and left one is starting
to hurt kinda bad but whatev. Unfortunatly only one more day of VBS it has gone by so very fast but as they say "Time
flys when your having fun!" Just hope not too many kids drop out on Ms.Kim on Fri wish I could work the whole week but Steubenville
just happened to cut off the last day but I will defenatly have more fun there though my fan group will greatly
miss me :( but when they are older they can go and be as happy as one can be in this earthly life. I'll
pray for all of them and everyone who wasn't able to join us this week end! Got the Steubenville shirts today and they
said they were going to be kind of dorky but they are AWESOME! last years...they were....kinda ...lame.The pope-ular
ones are coo but the other 2 weren't the greatest. But this year...AWESOME! Camo-cool lookin Russiun-Awesome! Bomb-SUH-WEEEEET
MY FAV!:) (and Totaly true!) ONLY 2 DAYS TIL STEUBENVILLE!!!ONLY 2 DAYS TIL STEUBENVILLE!!!ONLY 2 DAYS TIL STEUBENVILLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6/24/04-7:15PM This post really will be short cause
I'm going to sleep in a few mins so I will be well rested for this weekend.Got the Credit By Exam results today....82!!!!
Told you I didn't need to study! Only about 13 hours til Steubenville!!!!!!Only about 13 hours til Steubenville!!!!!!Only
about 13 hours til Steubenville!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!! Well Nighty-Night I'm off to bed. Be good while I'm gone. :)
6/29/04-12:23AM Steubenville was Fabulous!!!!!!! I recieved
2 messages one through a preist I didn't know who prayed over me which was the message that ment so very very much to me because
it was Mary bringing me a message from the greatest friend I ever had who passed away Nov '02 and the second message was sent
from God through Marek and it was about one of the main things that I had been praying about and really needed an answer about
and I will try to do as he asks...it isn't much to ask of me but will still be VERY HARD for me and will take a long time.My
mom changed her mind again and we are going to Florida...in fact we leave Fri at the crack of dawn. David says it's a 16-18
hour drive so that'll be REAL fun I can't stand sitting in that Damn suberban for 30 mins with my bad knees especially since
my right one is really Fucked up right now... 16 hours...No Freakin Way!!! Plus if I'm not feeling better we might have to
pull over pretty frequently. I still haven't eaten any thing since trowing up my lunch yesterday but I am able to keep down
my liquids now so that's good.So with all this coming about I was the happiest I've been in about 10 year minus Steubenville
last year which was the happiest part of my life.You know what was really weird...Adoration last year seemed to last forever
last year (not complaining it was absolutly Amazing) but this year it seemed to last less than 10 mins and when it ended I
was like "what the hell it's ove already no I want to stay here with Jesus a lot longer I 'm not ready to go". But I got to
go with Kim and Joe to get the pizza though we were all sick so we didn't want to smell the pizza but we stopped at a Dairy
Queen and they got me a ice cream cone yay I'm so loved not even their real children got ice cream but they told me not to
tell any one so I didn't rub it in their faces.:) But as I was saying I was So HAPPY then I found out my dad is moving to
Alberquerque! Every one I love is moving away first Reeve now my Dad...... who next?...I just feel so damn lonely and unloved
but I should be happy cause there are people out there who truely care about me and love me like the Spera's and Nodurfts
and John and others but Ms. Kim above all others when ever she is near I feel truely loved and I can't stand being away fro
her for a long time even this one day has been horrible I have no idea when tthe next time I see her but I should go to bed
now I'm just feeling like total shit and with me being so sick I shouldn't get all worked up so I'm off to bed.Nighty-Night
all. And if ya'll'd like to pray for God to help me through all this crap I'd greatly appreciate it. May God bless ya'll and
keep ya'll safe.
6/30/04-11:16 PM YAY I feel like total shit! I just
threw up for the 4th time today I have no idea where all the crap keeps coming from. Seems everyone is leaving town on Thurs
and Fri... weird. Hope everyone has fun on their trips... but not too much. My dad is leaving on the 12th :(.OWWWW my tummy
hurts so much and this horrid migrain!Well I have ALOT to do tom especially planning what to take with me and how to pack
it seeing as all I have is 2 small duffal bags and even though the rest of my family have full sets of suit cases they won't
let me use their extras.Oh well life sucks I'm gonna atempt to craw to my bed and climb into it so Nighty-Night all. Love
ya'll!!!
7/1/04-11:55PM Well I'm all packed and ready to go.
My Mother has decided that she's gonna watch tv tonight and that I have to get up at 6AM wake her up then pack her stuff for
her. Since I have to do that I'm gonna go ahead and head off to bed now. See ya'll in about 2 weeks and for those afraid that
I'll be skipping mass I already looked up and printed out a list of 17 churches so relax and have fun being rid of me for
this short period of time.Love all ya'll see ya when I get back!!!Nighty-Night! :) And thanks to those who prayed for me to
get better it worked...all day no fever and no throwing up. YAAY!!!!!! :))
7/16/04-Hello all! Got back bout 6:30 last night.Was
gonna update but had 2 weeks of stuff on other sites to read and was very tired so I'm doing it today but it'll be short as
possible if you want to know about my trip there's an outline on the calender page and if you want details you'll have to
talk to me but I will say my maternal cousin is more mature than before but still imature for a kid who is 2 weeks shy of
11 and my paternal cousin is very mature for a 10 year old but in some ways he is still sort of childish. It was great getting
to hang out with my dad's family I really miss them!!! Well my mom leaves tom for a week and still won't sign the rafting
permission slip so most likely won't be going. :( I missed everyone very much and am glad to be home but I
would of loved to stay in Florida alot longer (not perticularly Florida ((HOTTER THAN TEXAS how is that possible))but with
the family)but my bed is greatly welcomed after crappy soft beds and couches.Well I'm gonna go update other pages and jump
in bed, Hope to see ya'll soon if ya want to stop by while my mom's gone that's fine but check the calender first to make
sure I'll be here!
7/18/04-4:05PM Bored Bored and Bored!!! Nothing to do
around here but watch tv and vegitate. Basiclly woke up watched tv Bryan came over to visit and pick something up then David
and Chris went out with the grandparents leaving me at home cause I'm not "sivillized" so I watch a DVD (Don Juan De Marco)
during which they came home and went off to their rooms. Then Chris was online so I figured what the hell I'll update some.
As for the money for the rafting trip Chris said he would let me borrow the last $20 I needed but then said "I said you
could borrow it but not that you would" but that's not what he had said he had said "ok I'll let you borrow $20" But whatever
I managed to scrounge up the rest of the money plus $9.75 but $21 of the $45 is quarters so I hope Scott won't be too angry.
:) Well Pepsi Smash is on now so I'm gonna go watch. Buh-Bye
8/3/03-11:51AM Since David broke my other computer I
can only get online when no one else is but my Mother seems to think that my computer belongs to her and that only she is
alowed to touch it and that only the 3 of them are allowed on the net cause "Fucking little worthless bitches like [me] are
to clean up the house do the yard work the dishes the trash pass fucking high school make something of [myself] (much
unlike her)"and on top of that I'm am allowed no life. I'm not ever to use the phone to make important phone calls cause I'm
"Just a worthless piece of shit". Isn't my mother just the most suportive person ever? Last time I touched my computer she
told me to "Get out of her house and to never come back" so when I tried to go out the front door she attacked me and beat
the crap out of me and even bit me. She also refuses to take me to the ROC meeting at John's house on Sat. cause "she already
took me up to the church for 4 hours".But enough about her I've updated my calender so you can see when I'm free in my last
few days of freedom before the horrible doom of school comes just 9 days away. :(( oh well I'll get to some friends
I haven't seen in over 2 years. Well the brothers are crying about me being on line so I better get off now see ya'll later!
Buh-Bye.
8/11/04-4:25Pm on my last day of freedom!!!!HELPHELPHELP!!!!!
My schedule got cleared up but I ended up having to take statistics instead of easy-ass math modules because "there wasn't
room in my scedule for math modules" or so my mom claims.David BARELY passed Statistics his Sr. year how the hell am I gonna
pass???? But I have photojournalism so I'm happy!! I don't want to go back to school but it'll be good to see my friends again
especially the ones that I haven't seen it over 2 years.Well I'm gonna go try to enjoy my last few hours of freedom. Have
to get up at 5:30AM so I have to go to bed early and hope I can sleep. PLEASE keep me in your prayers this year I don't need
to fail any more classes. Buh-Bye! See ya'll if I survive!!!
8-22-04-12:12pm Well Chris and David are on their way
to A&M. I want Chris back :(( !!!! School this year is ok.1st(eng) sucks 2nd(anat) sucks but is ok 3rd(photo) is magnificent!!!
4th(stats)ok 5th(comp)ok 6th(animal sci)awesome 7th(hist) HORRIBLE the teacher is a total Asshole!!! The biggest problem of
this year is I have no class that I can sleep in! So I am too tired to do much of any thing and Stats is kinda boring so I
have to stuggle to stay awake in there. But enough about school I don't want to think about it any more the first week and
2 days felt like an entire year!!!! I guess I should go finish that stupid essay that was due Fri. so Buh-Bye Love ya!!
8/25/04-9:53AM Yay sub in photojournalism so we are
all playing around on the internet!! Not much new going on sept I really really miss Chris!!!!!!!
8/26/04-8:39PM- Sorry bout the short entry Mr. Wang
finally yelled at us to get off the compies so I had to post and run. I WANT CHRIS BACK NOW!!!!!!!!! I know it has only been
like 5 days but I miss him so very very much!!!! School still sucks got a new english teach (pretty phyco) still trying for
new hist teacher. If anyone would like to donate to Habbitat for Humanity I am collecting and we would be very appreciative
if you made a nice donation!! Hmmmm.....I am so freakin tired and in sooooo much pain!!!.....What else what else?....I hope
the Life Night 4th ann. party is fun but I'll be with some of my best friends so it'll be fun any ways! Wow Hotmail froze
my account because I haven't cheaked it in like 2-3 months!! Wow it won't let me in at all...oh well I never used it any more
any ways. Guess that's about it for now I'll see ya'll later! Love ya! Buh-Bye!
P.S. I am really really stressed out right now (usually
I don't get this stressed til near end of 1st sem.) so I will really like to talk right now ,to any one, I don't care who
but you might just catch me at exactly the wrong time and I might snap at you and I'm sorry I don't mean it I really would
like to talk so please don't take offence!!!
9/1/04-8:23 Pm I really don't feel like updating right
now I'm pretty much just letting ya'll know I'm still alive. Please don't put private entries in my guest book I cannot axcess
them so If you don't want anyone else to see you can simply email it to me. I can't wait to be out of school!!!! I'm gonna
finish up the bit of research I'm doin and head off to bed now so Nighty-Night!
P.S. sorry for the short entry but I really don't feel
up to typing right now :( sorry
9/20/04-7:36PM I still don't feel like posting
but I'll try to type a bit. As most of ya'll know I've been really moody and very depressed lately and many of ya'll have
tryed to talk to me and I thank you for that because I do want to talk it's just that I have alot going through my mind
right now. I am currently trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life and I'm just having some major problem with
that. Before I figure that out I need to figure out exactly who I am. How fun I'm only 16 and I'm having a mid-life crisis!
I'm sorry if I push you away it's just I'm trying to figure all of this out and straighten out my life please be patient with
me and just keep trying because right now in my life I am just extremely lonely and lost. It would be so much easier if Chris
were here! I just feel like everyone if leaving me or turning their backs on me which I know isn't true but that's how I feel
right now. :(( Well that's about all I feel like posting so I'll see ya'll later. Buh-Bye!
10/4/04-9:25 Pm I still don't feel like posting
especially since lately I've been feeling pretty sick. there are some updates around the site. John You need to update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Buh-Bye.
10/8/04-9:48PM- Chris and David came home today
:))! School sucks as always. My family is a bunch of you know whats and don't tell me "I'm being mean" and "their my
family I'm supose to love and respect them" ! Respect has to be earned and Love is give freely of your own free will,
just because you're related to someone doesn't mean you have to love them. I really don't want to go to work tomarrow
but I need the money so I must it'll be horridly long and borring but I supose I'll survive. I finally found a place that
sells chicks but my mother won't let me buy any. I can't wait to get my heifer...it's gonna be sooo fun raising her!!! I wish the youth
group at church had more retreats I don't want to wait til December to get away from all this crap!!! Yay Jasek turns
2 on Sunday!!!! He's such a little cutey and a total daddy's boy. It's amazing how pure and innocent God made little kids.
The are just the most wonderful gifts He has ever give us. Why are people always promoting helping human kind but never God's
first children the one's He created us to take care of the animals. Let the humans take care of themselves God gave us all
the ability to take care of ourselves but the animals are mostly helpless and depend on us to protect them not destroy them.
Now don't get me wrong I not saying to stop helping humans I simply saying that God trust us with His precious creations
and we should put them before ourselves. One thing that especially upset me was a couple of weeks ago when Dec. Haller gave
the homily at the 5 Pm mass he said "all the funds we give to the animals should be given to humans so it can be of real use".
Dec.Haller is a wonderful, smart man but that is THE FUCKING STUPIDEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD.(sorry for the lang. but it
truely is) That is like someone saying we should take all the money that is given to the church and using it to create another Holocaust.
Well I better get to bed so I can get up for work tomarrow morning. Nighty-Night and remember to donate to save the
animals.
10/24/04-4:04PM- Just some quick updates. Can't
post right now cause I have to do a Stat. project. John...UPDATE!!!!!!! My Great uncle just died on the 15th so I'm not doin
too great so just try to be patient with me. Well I better go before I fail Stat. Buh-Bye
10/25/04-1:32PM- Yay I love anmal science!! I
finished my project and turned it in hope I get a good grade. I'm kindda sad that the Life night party got cancled but I do
wanna stay home & trick-or-treat. I'm gonna try to get out of Habitat Knight Flight on Saturday so I can go to the Lock-in.
Well bell's about to ring so Buh-bye
11/4/04-11:41AM-just a quick up date during lunch.
I got a 82 on the Stat project pretty good for not doing it according to the guidelines. Lock-in was lots of fun but it sucked
that Garg. got cut short. Trick-or-treating was fun but didn't get much candy :( Well that's about it other than this
Sat I will have been working at St.T's for a year and this site will be one year old this Thanksgiving(the worse holiday ever)
and I'll have lived in Texas for 7 years on Sat And for those who are obsesed with my grades I'm sorry but
I made my first F. It was in english but it's the teachers fault no matter what you say! I'll try harder as always! Well I
gotta get back to class now so Buh-Bye!! Love ya'll!!
11/9/04-9:52AM Yay! Photojournalism!!! Can't wait
til winter retreat!!!! We really should have more retreats. I get to stay home alone again this weekend FUN FUN FUN!!! Don't
worry I'll try to be good. This Sat is the last day for building the Habitat house. Seeing Reeve on Sun. Was WONDERFUL I miss
Reeve so much! :( Everyone has to go to the Rodeo on the 8th of March to see me scramble!!! Well I guess that's
about it for now so I'll talk to ya'll later Buh-Bye!!
11/27/04-10:45Pm- Well just updating abit. This
site is now over a year old!! Only 6 days til the retreat!!!!!!!!too tired to type more so nighty-night!! sleep tight! can't
really stop them bugs from biting.
11/29/04-8:40Pm-206 days, 22 hours, 19 minutes,
and 18 seconds til Steubenville 05 206 days, 22 hours, 18 minutes, and 59 seconds til Steubenville 05 206
days, 22 hours, 18 minutes, and 41 seconds til Steubenville 05 206 days, 22 hours, 16 minutes, and 48 seconds til Steubenville
05!!!! Can't wait Can't wait Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 206 days, 22 hours, 15 minutes, and 41 seconds
12/1/04-9:49AM Photojournalism- 204 days til Steubenville!!!!!
only 2 til let the walls fall!! I really hate Ana's students!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm doing everything possible to not kill them!!
Especially the little prepy-ass bitch on the other side of the room right now!!! I had a really weird dream last night
that a boy in my photojournalism class was trying to kill me. It was realy creapy!! Well I'm going to update some other sections
then do some other things so fare-thee-well BUh-Bye!! :)
12/10/04-1:08PM Animal Science- 195 Days til Steubenville!!!!!!!!!
20 Days til John's B-day YAY!!!!!!!!!! 24 that's OLD!!! 2 months and 11 days til my b-day so start shopping! Christmas in
15 days. The retreat was magnificent!!!! More Later! Buh-Bye
12/13/04-1:18 Pm- 192 Days til Steubenville!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12/20/04-6:15Pm- 186 Days til Steubenville!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like I have to talk to someone really badly about some things I'm dealing with in my life right now but everyone is
either too busy to be around or they just try to advoid me and hurry off whenever I get any where near them. Well it's time
to go to confession! Buh-Bye Remember: Keep Christ in Christmas!!!!!!! and Jesus is the Reason for the Season!!!!!!
Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!
12/22/04-10:09Pm- Only 3 days til Christmas!
But sadly still a whole 184 days til Steubenville I wish the time would go faster!!!!!!! Well I'm getting a laptop for Christmas
so I'm extremly happy it should arrive on or before 1/4 then I'll be able to work on homework and other things any where.
well I'm tired so I'm gonna wrap a couple of gifts and go to bed. John I will give you your Christmas/Birthday gift at happy
hour next week so be sure to come! Nighty-Night!!! :)
12/30/04-3:25PM-176 days til Steubenville. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!!!! Hope you get lots
of good stuff! I'll get you your pres when I can.Only one more day til 2005. Well I'm gonna go get ready for the movies I'll
call you tonight John if I get home early enough, if not just know I was being kind and not calling at an extremely early
hour I didn't forget. Have a Happy New year everyone!!
1/4/05-12:34Pm- 171 days til Steubenville. Well it's a new year. Gotta up date a bit and
get to class.Buh-Bye
1/5/05-170 days til Steubenville. Only 18 days til Confermation! Well I'm off to class
now Buh-Bye.
5/9/05-11:21Pm-166 Days til Steubenville. 14 Days til Confermation. 1 month a week and
5 days til my birthday. My laptop came on Friday!!! Some of the people who call me at work are the biggest JERKS ever! Especial
this one couple that kept calling me about the cristianing of their kid. They just kept yelling at me about how it has to
be in the book even though I kept telling them there was nothing written it the book. They just kept saying hello over and
over after everythingthey said not even allowing me to answer them. Also they didn't seem to understand that there wasn't
any body else in the offices because every time I told them that I was the only person there they just kept asking who else
they could talk to. This other dude wanted to talk to Fr. Mathew but he was out so the guy kept yelling at me and asking for
his cell number and wanting me to page him either of which I didn't know Fr.Mathew even had and especially don't have. But
this guy just kept rambling on like I should have a traceing device on the ankles of the preists.I am really getting
tired of it!!! I can't go to the rehearsal for the Confermation mass because I have to take the SAT that day. I am now in
apperal in stead of statistics. It's basically a sewing class with some studying of current fashions and such. Hopefully I'll
do good in it.Well I've gotta get to bed so I can try to stay up during class. Nighty-Night
1/10/05-11:05Pm-165 days til Steubenville. 4 days til Retreat. 13 days til Confermation.
I just relized tonight that I missed Reeve's Birthday on Dec. 30th SORRY REEVE!!!! Love ya please forgive me. I am feeling
too ashamed to post anymore I am going to curl up in a little ball and think about what a horrible person I am. I will see
ya'll later if I ever live down the gilt. Sorry again Reeve I'll give you an extra HUGE hug next time I see you. Anyone
who would like to come to confermation your welcome to of course there's an optional but HIGHLY recomended offering of a gift
to me!;) If anyone needs the info just email me and I'll get it to you. Nighty-Night
1/11/04-1:29 Pm-164 days til Steubenville. 12 days til confermation 1 month and 10 days
til my birthday.
1/18/05-9:52 Am-157 days til Steubenville South. 5 days til Confirmation. 1 month 3 days
til my birthday. Retreat was great except the letter from my mother. Most mothers write how proud they are of thier kids and
how much they love them but my mother writes a hate filled letter that tells me that I'm a horrible sinful child that doesn't
deserve to be confirmed. I never knew it was possible to hate your own child sooo much. But Ms. Kim was there so that made
the weekend Magnifcent!!! And John and everyone conforted me and I just wanted to say thank you to all of them it really helped
to see how many people care for me. More later Buh-Bye!
1/19/05-9:56Am-156 days til Steubenville. 4 days til Confirmation. 1 Month and 2 days
til my birthday. The days go by so very slowly... :( However I'd be glad if Sat. never came for fear of the evil SAT!
I know you all want a real update...I'm sorry but you'll have to keep waiting for now I'm extremely busy with school, Church,
work schedule, and other demanding tasks. I'll try to update as soon as possible.
1/20/05-11:40Am-155 days til Steubenville. 3 days til Confirmation(CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!).
1 month and 1 day til my birthday. I still can't find anyone who knows what time the SAT is !!!!!!!!! Well gotta get
to class see ya'll later.
1/21/05- 12:01Pm-154 days til Steubenville. 2 Days til Confirmation. 1 month til my birthday
(start shopping!!!). This is really cool:
The Bible in 50 Words!
God made
Adam bit
Noah arked
Abraham split
Joseph ruled
Jacob fooled
Bush talked
Moses balked
Pharaoh plagued
People walked
Sea divided
Tablets guided
Promise landed
Saul freaked
David peeked
Prophets warned
Jesus born
God walked
Love talked
Anger crucified
Hope
died
Love rose
Spirit flamed
Word spread
God remained.
Prayers go up; blessings come down.
NINE THINGS GOD WON'T ASK:
1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove, He'll ask
how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.
2. God won't ask the square footage of your house, He'll ask
how many people you welcomed into your home.
3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He'll ask how
many you helped to clothe.
4. God won't ask what your salary was, He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain
it.
5. God won't ask what your job title was, He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
6.
God won't ask how many friends you had, He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.
7. God won't ask in what
neighborhood you lived, He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.
8. God won't ask about the color of your skin, He'll
ask about the content of your character.
9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation, He'll lovingly take
you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
1/24/05-8:33Am 151 Days til Steubenville. 28 Days til my birthday. Last night was the
big night!!! It was fun and now I can join the youth team and get this next group of kids ready for their Confirmation. They're
like lifeless little freaks, they just stand around with their arms crossed and stare off into space lifelessly. They refuse
to sing and when you tell them to sing they say they don't know the words even though the words are on the wall right
in front of them. Aparently we were alot like them. I think we had to come a long way but I don't think we were THAT bad!
They are defenatly going to have a long way to go but we'll get them there!! There was abit too much perfume in the Holy Chrisim
it was driving my allergies insane! I hope there's a good turn out at the carnival next weekend. I really want ice cream right
now!! I also would love to go back to sleep. I wonder what time my mother got home last night, it was 10:30 when I went to
bed. I got some really awesome Conf. gifts especially the necklace from Ms.Kim and a golden cross from my grandmother. I wish
school would go by faster!!! :( YAY! I just found Big Furn's Sophmore and Senior pictures!!! Yay for photojournalism
having yearbooks from a bunch of other high schools. There's lots fom Dulles but they are either really old or they're newer
so I couldn't find Marek but I did find Rachel. The Austin '02 yearbook is awesome!!! Elikins should copy it. Especially the
cool thing on the front that changes to 3 differant pictures. I can still smell the chrisim on my forehead. My mom's cat and
my dog rubbed up against my forehead and got it on their foreheads too and my dog desided to lay her head right under my nose
all night as I slept. Even when I turned over she'd climb across me and lay back down right under my nose again. EWWW just
read Maddy's last update "I would wake up to...a naked boy running around. (Jacek, not Marek)." Didn't really need to include
that last part!!! Oh well, that's it for now See ya'll later!! :)
1-25-05-11:28AM-150 Days til Steubenville(Lord give me patience to wait). 27 Days til
my birthday.Wow it is freezing in this library!!!!! I'm bored out of my mind I wish school would hurry up and pass. I also
need to go home and sleep for about 20 years man I am sooo exhausted! Well I'm gonna try to entertain myself now so Buh-Bye
1-26-05-11:22Am-149 days til Steubenville. 27 days til my birthday. People need to learn to stay the ****
out of stuff they don't know anything about and not blame the person who fixed things for crap that happens that isn't even connected
to that event. And then after they call you a total dumb*** for "starting that BS" (which has nothing to do with you)
they expect you to act like nothing ever happened and go on being their friend. I know that's how America works
but I don't. I know this all sounds really weird and you have no idea what the hell I'm talking about but I'm trying
to vent and if you really want to know talk to me later and I'll tell you. It 'd be easier to vent if I didn't have to keep
going back and changing the cuss words to *'s. This really isn't helping reduce the anger especially since I have sooooo much
pent up rage!!! I want to just beat the ****ing crap out of somebody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really need
a out let for all this anger and rage!
1-27-05-11:23Am-148 days til Steubenville.26 days til my birthday. Went to happy hour
last night which calmed me down abit but still really pissed and got some more **** this morning but whatever. Don't really
feel like up dating right now so more later.
1-31-05-8:39Pm-144 days til Steubenville. 21 days til my birthday.
Worked the carnival all weekend was lots of fun. Had been sick through Friday then
was perfectlly healthy Sat. and Sun. then work up sick today. Sucks!!! More later. Please read the song below. Buh-Bye
I know this is a country song but it's really cool:
I stumbled on a preacher, Sunday morning,
All decked out and made up for TV,
Askin'
for some money from God's people:
Talking all that high theology.
Well, I might be just an old blue collar:
There's things about the Lord that I don't know.
But
I bet he never had a million dollars,
Or wore a lot of stylish fancy clothes.
'Cause Jesus was a country boy,
Walkin' down a dirt road, with everything that he owned,
He
never met a stranger.
Born in a barn underneath the stars,
His Mama laid him in a manger.
Swimmin' in the river,
fishin' for his dinner,
Livin' with the sinners like me.
Makes me think, Jesus was a country boy.
My Daddy never cared much for religion,
And my Mama worried a lot about his soul.
She'd hit
her knees and pray for him on Sunday,
While Daddy hit his favorite fishin' hole.
You see, Daddy was a rebel and a rambler,
But I always knew he loved my Mama so.
An' I never
doubted he'd make it to Heaven,
'Cause it ain't who you are, it's who you know.
An' Daddy knew: that Jesus was a country boy,
Walkin' down a dirt road, with everything that
he owned,
He never met a stranger.
Born in a barn underneath the stars,
His Mama laid him in a manger.
Swimmin'
in the river, fishin' for his dinner,
Livin' with the sinners like me.
Makes me think, Jesus was a country boy.
Oh, yes, and I believe that Jesus was a country boy.
2/1/05-1:28Pm-143 days til Steubenville. 20 days til my birthday. I feel like total crap
today!! I am way too sick to be at school I hardly have the strength to breath. I can't wait to get home and crawl into bed
to sleep. Buh-Bye.
2/3/05-11:24Am- 141 days til Steubenville.18 days til my birthday. Still feeling the same. Just
a tiny post so you know I'm still alive. Buh-Bye
2/8/05-11:33Am-136 days til Steubenville.13 days til my birthday. I am so exhausted today I don't
know why. The Super bowl party was fun even though the eagles lost. I hate both teams but the eags are the lesser of 2 evils.
I have a real nice bruise on my shoulder from the dodge ball game! :) well that's it for now see ya'll later!!
2/9/05-8:59Pm-135 days til Steubenville.12 days til my birthday. Just editing a bit. Still
sick but feeling better. Should be getting my heifer soon Can't Wait!!!! Happy Chinese new year(yay roosters) and Ash Wednesday.
That's all folks!!! For tonight at least.
2/13/05-4:39Pm-131 days til Steubenville. 8 days til my birthday. Still haven't gotten
my heifer yet Mr.Keys(ag teacher) is supose to go look at her today so we'll see tom. Other than that not really anything
going on. later
2/14/05-11:51Pm-130 days til Steubenville. 1 week til my birthday. Keys still can't get
a hold of the breeder!! Sucks! My knee is freaking Killing me!!! I really wish my mother would take me to the docter to get
it checked out I can't stand the friging pain!!! Well I'm gonna go vegitate in class now. See ya'll later!!
2/16/04-12:05PM-128 days til Steubenville. 5 days til my birthday. I miss Chris too much he needs
to come home already!!!:( gotta go to class now see ya'll later! :)
2/17/04-11:32AM-127 days til Steubenville. 4 days til my birthday. Keys still hasn't been able
to contact the breeder and I REALLY want to get her before Monday so we can spend our birthday together. There also is the
problem that if I catch at Houston I would have to get another calf which I wouldn't mind there is another possible
calf but my mother would never go for it and there isn't even a pen for the calf I getting now. The only way to spend both
winnings is to have both when buying the calf but the rodeo isn't til the 8th of March and the county fair certificate has
to be used NO LATER than March 15th so I'd be extreamly tight and I doubt I'll even catch at Houston. Also the other possible
way would be to buy her with the county money and wait to sign her over to me until I win at Houston because they'd have no
record of me owning her yet but Keys doesn't think that Vasut would agree because he's a Justice of the Peace. So pray that
something will come up to help me out and that Keys will hear back from him Very soon. Off to class now ya'll be good! Buh-Bye.
2/22/05-10:11Pm-122 days til Steubenville. Yay I'm now 17 whoo-who. Thanks for calling Reeve it
was the highlight of my day! later!
2/26/05-3:47 Pm- 118 days til Steubenville. Still waiting for a pen for my heifer. Vasut has agreed
not to sign the papers over to me until I can halter break her. So as soon as a pen opens I should have her! Later!
2/27/05-12:13 Am- 117 days til Steubenville. Sleepy time. Nighty-Night.
3/2/05-3:56Pm-114 days til Steubenville. 16 days til retreat. Just got home from the Houston Livestock
show...Man I am Exhausted!!!! But it was fun!! I got to herd a whole lot of kids around the Ag Adventures then got to
just hang out with some of my friends the rest of the day til we got back home. The only bad thing (other than having to leave
so early) was that on the way there our bus broke down on the side of 521 and we had to wait about an hour to get a
new one but we had lots of fun anyways. Thank God it was nice and cool instead of the usual horrible Texas weather! Well that's
about all I can type right now I'm too exhausted but I will still come to happy hour tonight!!! I'm gonna go to sleep
now. Nighty-Night!
3/4/05-12:04Pm-112 days til Steubenville. 14 days til retreat. Last day before Spring Break
Yay! However all the teachers think this is the best day to make us write major grade essays in class and take tests. :( Can't
wait to go to the Rodeo on Mon and Tues!! FunFunFun! Well back to the doom of the last 2 1/2 peiods of the day. Toodles!!
It's gonna be great to spend a week with my doggy!!! :)
3/5/05-12:04Pm-111 days til Steubenville. 13 days til retreat. :)
3/6/05-12:04Pm-110 days til Steubenville. 12 days til retreat. Do you ever just feel like crying
all the time and you don't even know why? I wish I knew why I feel this way. Oh well whatever. I'm laying in bed with my doggy
so I should be happy. Well I'm gonna watch 2 fast 2 furious, shower, get dressed and go to church. Buh-Bye :)
3/9/05-10:27Pm-135 days til Steubenville. 9 days til retreat. Steubenville South doesn't have
any more spaces open so we are going to the Conference in Alanta, Georgia July 22-24. It's longer to wait but at least we'll
be going. I still think we should follow them to every conference one summer!!! that'd be so fun! Should be fun to go to Georgia for
the first time and make fun of how they talk! Later!
3/21/05-1:04Pm-123 days til Steubenville. Retreat was GREAT!!! especially the soccer game even though
it ment having to keep my ankle elevated and on ice and hurts like Hell when I walk. Well gotta start limping off to class
now so I'm not tardy. Buh-Bye
3/22/05-11:15Am-122 days til Steubenville.
3/27/05-11:51Pm-117 days til Steubenville.
3/30/05-3:43Pm-114 days til Steubenville.
3/31/05-8:43Pm-113 days til Steubenville. Terri Schiavo was fianlly murdered today. God bless all
those who tried to save her life! I got 2 chicks on Saturdy and I get my heifer tomorrow. I would be absolutly estatic
but the news of Terri's murder and the Pope being sick just depresses me so Very Very much. I also was thinking today about
my childhood in West Virginia...I miss it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much!!!! I just want to cry so badly! This world is truly filled
with evil! :'(
4/12/05-9:37Pm-101 days til Steubenville.
4/13/05-3:48Pm-100 days til Steubenville. :)
4/21/05-11:42Pm-92 days til Steubenville. Can't wait!Can't wait!Can't wait! School Super Sucks!
I'll never pass high school. :'(
4/23/05-12:45pm-90 Days til Steubenville!!!!!!!! I soooo CAN'T wait!! Let's see party at John's
tonight...Bazaar next weekend....Prom on May 14th I LOVE my dress so much it is Beautiful it is a pure white straight down
floor length gown! I am still waiting on a response on a date but I have one guy thinking about it and another who just needs
to work out the scheduling! I also still need high heels and a purse to go with the dress but I found some heels on JC Penny's
web site that are perfect for the dress so I just need to go to the store and see if they have them there. As for the purse...the
dress is white satin (as are those perfect heels) so I was thinking of just picking up some white satin fabric and making
my own purse. I am sooo FRIGIN happy today, I have no idea why, but I am!!! :D
4/27/05-11:39Pm-86 days til Steubenville. :)
5/5/05-9:48am-78 days til Steubenville. Happy Cinco de Mayo! I got bit by a rat today at the barn.
Doubt it has rabies but I'm holding on to in just in case. Laters!
5/10/05-10:53pm-73 days til Steubenville. No Rabies. Got 2 ducklings Sat but one passed away durring
last night. :'(
5/18/05-11:52am-65 days til Steubenville! Time needs to hurry up! I can't stand school and Steubenville
is taking forever to get here! I am failing nearly all of my classes but have to pass all of them or I lose
my Johanna! I can't type anymore because I have extra credit I need to do now So Later!
6/21/05-10:18am-31
days til Steubenville. Even with the extra credit I still only made a 50 in english which ment I'd have to make a 100 on the
final but I only made a 80 because it was so damn long so I failed english with a 65 and have to retake it next year but so
far I haven't heard any thing about Johanna being taken away. I have to go feed her now so I'll update when I can.
7/19/05-10:53Pm- Only 3 more days till Steubenville!!!! But we leave in 2!! Though I am not looking
forward to a 13ish hour drive on a cramped up bus with 2 other churches and over night? Who can sleep on those buses they
are uncomfortable just to sit on for 2 hours. The 5 hour trip to Steubenville South was murder!!! But at least I will have
my laptop though I think the battery only works for about 3ish hours. But I will also have my CD player plenty of CDs and
some books to read. Plus there'll be people to talk to though the people I was really hoping to spend this trip with are now
not going or have to drive there and meet us so that's 2 days out of the trip they won't be there. :( BUt this is supose to
be a happy post...a few more grumbles and then back to happy... I need to do my laundry, pack, go to the church tommorrow
to pick up my T-shirts and pay for the trip, make sure everything is good, teach my mother how to take care of my heifer so
I hopefully won't have another disaster of her not being fed or taken care of. But at least the progress show is Sat so that's
one day I know someone will take care of her I just wish it had been on a differant weekend so I could have acctually shown
her. Ok nough grummbles I need to get back to the happy typings now. Last year I only had $40 to spend at the book store but
this year I have saved up $100 so I hopefully can get some really awesome stuff. I really want an awesome Catholic Shirt and
Plenty of praise and worship CDs! Hopefully there'll be some medals I don't have so I can added them to my collection and
of course plenty of things for my religious wall. Time is going so sloooow I wish it were time to go already...Though packing
is going to take SOME time! I just hope I remember to pack everthing I want to take with me. Well I need to watch these DVDs
I have so I can return them tom. So Nighty-Night!
9/10/05-8:42pm-Just letting you know I'm alive.
7/3/06-4:36pm-Yep still alive!
12/1/06-4:18pm-My laptop's adapter died two days before Thanksgiving!! It's the first time I missed
updating on Thanksgiving! Man I fucking HATE that day!!! oh well no one reads this anymore anyways.... Well collge sucks yada
yada yada..... Yeah. We'll I'm gonna go back to my homework now!!
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